issues.

 i dont know why i even try sometimes:

i try to go to bed early—i'm bright-eyed at 4 am

i try to make dinner for the hubs—he stays late at work

i try & eat healthy throughout the day—i devour a bowl of brownie batter when i get home

i try to kneel when i pray—i just fall asleep in a less comfortable position

i try and spend less money one week—i make up for the difference the next

as you can tell, me "trying" is just a constant battle.

so from now on i'm just going to "be" and see what happens.